Lying still in my bed.
Deafening sound of silence.
Staring on an empty wall.
Seemed paralyzed.
I do not want to move.
My mind is raising to nothingness.
I am trying to think…
Thinking… Thinking… Thinking…
Too remote from the truth.
This is not my idea of solitude.
Oh no! I am going down the drain.
Trying to reason out… “ I am tired”… PATHETIC ! LAME!
Panicking… tick tock tick tock… checking out the time.
Waste. I am wasting my precious time.
Staring on an empty wall.
Hoping for a stray of light.
Planning to grab a book, make coffee for myself … but I am comatose!
But! So many buts…
Phone is ringing. No strength to pick it up.
What am I doing?
Laziness. Has. Crippled. Me.
Damn! This is my lazy day!
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